A Lost Poem (from 2003?)

I stand here waiting
for you -
Looking around for
some sort of clue.
I did nothing wrong,
My feelings are justified
You walk by me like
I don't exist
Not even acknowledging
my presence -
Let alone looking in my direction.
What is the matter?
It's the second time you've
ditched me today
What am I supposed to do?

298. Have You Thought?

Is she the right one for you?
I mean really - have you thought
about it?
What draws you to her?
Are you ever bored?
She doesn't quite entertain you -
does she?
You can do better -
can't you?
Time together can only mean
so much
If that time becomes meaningless,
emotionless, drab
Think closely about it
Before you do anything drastic -
It's not just your life you'd be
screwing up
But hers too -
And possibly many more.

297. Release

This nagging little voice in
the back of my head.
Can't shake it, can't ignore it,
Won't shut the hell up.
Getting louder and louder,
My sanity getting drowned
out
Emotions being bottled up,
dying to be let out
Suppressing them, ignoring
them - all about to explode
About to lose it, trying to
regain control
The voice gets louder
Drowning out my thoughts
Losing my mind
Can't take it anymore -
Release

294. Untitled

At first glance
Nothing catches my eye
In fact I walk right by
Life keeps going
And nothing changes
It's only till now that things
start to feel different
I no longer keep walking,
I stop and stay awhile
I even catch myself staring
I can't put my finger on
what has happened
Was it something inside me?
Or perhaps .....?
Myabe not.
I'll take it one day at a time.