20. Confusion/The After Effect/ Dream to Reality

Looking around
Wond'rin where I am
How did I ge there?
Where was I before?
This confusion is just too much
Then I sit up and look down
Oh! It was just a dream I
think to myself,
Too bad it wasn't true.

19. Sleep

Sleep, sweeping over me
Drifting away from the real world
Trying to fight back the yawn,
Struggling to stay awake
Only I can't
and I'm left alone
People around me, watching my eyes
No! No! I think, but nothing comes out
Please, I changed my mind
I'm fine, I don't need this operation
Except the anaesthesia sets in,
And the liquid sets in my veins
My last thought before I'm
gone is,
"Will I ever wake up again?"

17. Untitled

Though you were never mine to begin with,
I sit here wondering what could have been.
What could have been befor eyou were taken
away by others?
Being me has its advantages, but disadvantages too!
Why can't I get a guy like you?
Is it because I'm ugly?
Or maybe I'm not popular enough?
Yeah, that's probably it.
When you first knew no one, you were so kind
Now it's like I don't even exist.
No more hellos, no more little chats
You look down on me with the air of a snob.
So why can't I get you out of my mind?
Oh, there's only one reason for that:
It's cuz you're so damn good-looking!