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Heart wrenching turmoil
Disgust, lies and despair
Confusion all around me
Hope lost and found nowhere
Where do I go from here?
Perhaps only time will tell
I'm not strong enough to do
this on my own
I fell apart last night you know....
Decisions to be made - what should
I listen to?
The heart has failed me already
And has completely taken over my brain
Half-committed isn't good enough for me
I deserve better than that - don't you see?
The pendulum swings back and forth...
The clock ticks the time away...
What a waste
And I feel so lifeless
I'm empty inside -
With no more left to give.